After recovering from that we decided to go check on Ethan. They had tried putting an arterial line in but was unsuccessful. I really am not sure if they are going to try again or what they do in such a situation. I noticed Ethan's eyes were really puffy so I asked the nurse why and she told me it was because he was laying on that side and she just turned him over. I asked well why are both of them puffy then and she told me it was because he was laying on the other side now. I didn't like her answer. I was hoping to see another nurse or dr. before we left but there wasn't one so I asked her again. She then told me it was because they stopped giving him dopamine and lasix until after the surgery and that is why he is puffy. Mark tells me this makes sense. I of course am questioning it. I am not a huge fan of the nurse not only because of this but she seems really rough with Ethan. They don't have him bundled like they did in MT. They got blood on his bedding and seemed to just want to fold it over to hide it versus changing it but since we were in there they changed it.
So at this point I am already questioning things and we go to sit in the waiting room again. Another family was also sitting in the waiting room talking about their daughter who had down syndrome and that the dr. working on her is the only one they trust. All of a sudden the father came rushing in saying that he just got word that things were not going good and all of a sudden the whole family is rushing around. Ugh... off to another waiting room again. I really would like to rush into Ethan's room right now and scream "stop! don't touch my baby!" then grab him and take off to another hospital. If only this was an option right now! I know that we are at one of the best hospitals for children but I am really having my doubts right now and right now is not a good time to be having doubts!
Ethan is in the Lord's hands, not just the doctor's or the hospital's. Trust that He will make it work for all of you.
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I agree with Carol, and also, don't worry if they are not the nicest or the most professional, as long as they fix Ethan's little Heart and make him better, It doesn't matter. Soon enough you will be back in MT at a hospital you like with nurses and doctors you like.
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Leah, Carol is so right. Just know though that your feelings are ok. Afterall they are your feelings. Ethan is in one of the top Childrens Hospitals in the country and even though you have see a couple of losses most of their babies go on to lead normal lives. The fact that they stopped giving him lasix makes total sense. Lasix is a water pill it gets rid of swelling. If they stopped giving it he would get puffy. she is telling you the truth. We love you Leah and I know how strong you are. You are doing great and we are so proud of you. We love you. Mom Sloan.
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